my-swain

oh well.back for today.
tomorrow's my economics essay,
so i'm here online just to find some cool statistics to bomb the examiners.

well, not that i'm actually doing it.yet.

so i have to like, really focus (rolls eye)
for my studies.

when am i going to god-damn-it seriously study?

i would do better if i literally glue my head to my notes >.<
i should stop slacking
i should start studying.

okay, when exactly is the mantra going to work?
quit staring. i have no freaking idea.

maybe after my A's.
hah.

regarding my song choice for today?
it reminds of timothy chow lor. hahaha.
he makes a terrific girl's male best friend (:

tomorrow is see jw day.again!
i'm loathing the weekends, you see.

haha.it's great to be on the computer again...
it's been AGES since i last used it okay...
whispers* i think my sister crashed the computer whilst watching too many US tv dramas.. bummer.*

anyways. it's pretty late and i really need my beauty sleep.
prelim 2 is coming up soon. after this holiday period.
and i'm totally not psyched up for it AT ALL

catch up soon!

i'm missing meiyi and nurul.
i wonder how jasmine and shuwen has been.
anyone with any idea can reach me via getting my number from dearest nurul.
my best buddy. :DD


alrighty, my eye bags are literally hitting the ground due to excessive weight towards the earth's gravity. they're calling for sleep.

i wanna watch 15. during general paper lecture, the tutor said that the scenes are real as in the fighters are the real deal. blood is real, people getting conked and whacked up are truely as it is.


it's going to be my sister's birthday soon. think i'll get her a brownie LOL.
when's my 18th birthday ever reaching?
people are seriously laughing at me not being able to enter m18 shows!
and my personal view of the movies nowadays is that they're strangely lots of ratings on them!
are the censorship board suddenly too stringent?
or is it the movie directors trying hard to earn more pennies in today's tightened pocket world by trying to be more daring? not that it's working, in singapore, that is..
cos they're only meant with a smaller audience due to the excessive number of nc16 and m18 slapped on them.
poor things.

but nothing is more pitiful than my eyebags. look, they're screaming. aren't they cute? *cue in for eye rolling*

Happy new year to ALL of you!
:D

hey. just got off Gossip girl.
nate archibald & jenny humphrey
well well.
at least its better than other i disapprove.
lil' j's gonna do her clothing line,
blair & chuck knows they both have feelings for each other.
since, like, eternity

and my wish for christmas is serena and dan back together.
:D hahas

talking abt christmas,
i wanna my daddy back.
to kick me off the couch seat when its 10pm
and Time For The News! look we both know
and also..
since my closet is halved,
i want new ones!
haha.
new hairbands
bangles (gold chunky ones, those black ones that are,like, alot tgt?)
vest(denim, halter-ish)
heels(pure white, classic, design-less)
skirt(it should be at around half my thighs)
short dress(should end just like the skirt length i described above)
and quite some more cos i cant describe it much

for clothing ideas,
go to lookbook.nu
this site is great for the budding youth dressing for guys & girls
and, everyone?
stay away from Twit-Style!
laughs.

so, here am i (:
my sis had her guitar fren over just now.
anyw, i ran, i bathed. i watched survivor (live telecast) at 3
and i back!
livejournal and Gossip Girl
well, it seems Catherine(the woman Nate was with) is gone
Blair & Serena are bff again.
and the drama still unrolls itself before you.

had sinful hightea just now.
a can of coke with Mark & Spencer's Dark Chocolate Digestives.
ooh. i forsee a bad outbreak of pimples coming up
preventive solution?
Vitamin drink & a cup of fresh juice later.
:D

as you all know, staying at home is fattening
so, i'm substituting food with LOADS of water & some milo,
smaller portions of lunch & dinner (:
breakfast?
i don't know i even wake that early.
so to be technically correct, its brunch & dinner!

i'm totally squeezed up my brain juice
thinking about what to write
so i'm gonna stop and get back to blair & chuck bedsheets!

White Party (Gossip Girl. S02E01) was so beautiful, you know?
everyone dressed in white and all.
it made me want to get white heels and white hairband like Blair Waldorf
and a cute shortie summer dress like Serena.
:D

ooh. how about pairing it all up?

anyw. i forgot to mention that on Day 1. i went through my closet.
and got rid of half my clothes! haha.

oh, in this episode, the beginning was, like, totally jaw-dropping
who and what the hell is nate archibald messing with?
and what is Dan the Man doing snogging up girls at the library?
but the latter truth came out later in the episode.
he was trying to get Serena out of his mind.
and ooh. the cute couple is back!

and oh baby. i missed you ):
call me soon?

well, hey all
its lonely at home Day 3, i guess.
at the rate i'm watching gossip girl?
i'll be finishing in no time.
i'm currently at the last episode of season 1 alrd (:

i got really bored today
so guess what?
i watered the plants!! omg.
well, my back is, like, hurting from carrying that pail of water

plus plus, he stood me up last night.
what i waste of time.
hmph. i wanted to text I Don't Like You Anymore
haha. abit too much right? LOL.
but i decided against that when i figured it'll just be a waste
of my Global Texts, right?

i'll be staying silently angry until then.
cos, really, its not the 1st time it happened
if you cant do it, don't promise ya?
it's almost a sin cos i regard it as a lie.
hah.

hahas. i saw meiyi's msg to me here at livejournal.
sorry sis. i busted my prepaid. lol

anyw. today's jingwei hongkong trip Day 2
i've been keeping myself rather entertained.
watching tv, napping, reading, eating up my whole face
the works, you know?
of being the lazy-bum-of-the-year awardee :D

so.. im jobless. cos i heard from my tuition student ystd
that her mom got her a new one.
wow. and i was giving her a birthday present.
what a bummer.

i've got a new haircut.
i ventured into bangs across my forehead.
rather cute... if it were longer.
>.<
but its nice when i put on a hairband.
that would mean extra time spent on
doing my hair every morning when sch starts

ystd was just a wintry day of pouring rain.
i only got to know that it's a holiday until i got up! haha
well. i hate being at home cos i dislike seeing myself
eating the whole day.
its disgusting to imagine all the fat that will be disposited
on my whole body cos im not constantly moving around, you know?

hey guys, sorry for my eons aged post. hahas
i'm watching gossip girl.
i'm fine. promoted and all :D
my birthday's just over.
hardly any presents, ain't that sad?
jingwei's off to work at the it fair at the expo.
i'm not sure which stand would he be at, but he said smth about
landmarks. or whatever HAH
which leaves me alone for the next few days till 30th ):

it's going to be our first year tgt, can you believe it?

oh anyw, its really boring here, so i shan't bore you any further
toodles~

miss you!

well, there was once when my classmate Ian
and his other friends in the OCIP programme,
and they were like pointing to every girl they see
and they said EH THAT ONE THAT ONE NICE

i was thinking hmmm.
come on guys don't be so desperate already.
look at the mirror and ask yourself if you think you
actually look passably great
=.=

firstly, to up one's popularity almost instantly,
he/she can
(i) load up on cash and head to any designer
outlet and pay for any big attention grabbing
item you fancy
* from the recommendation of the people there
of course (:

(ii) research throughly on some designer goods
you fancy from the internet, and head to the pasar
malam and get the closest substitute you see
* this is for the budget conscious person
but note: do choose carefully, lest you get caught
carrying a obvious fake, and tadah~ you get the worst
gossip about you EVERYWHERE.
well, a tip. here goes, DUH! you don't get the one that
puts cloth to imitate the leather!

some interesting reads today from the rummage
of old Urban issue dated July 10, 2008 haha. so long ago
anyway, tips on Jewellery :D
1)  Rings go on the Left Ring Finger. Because its believed
to be directly connected to the heart (: LOVE
2) Bracelets should wrap snugly around the wrist and
not slide down when you raise that hand.
3) Necklaces drape slightly below your collarbone
:D

and also, form the same issue.
it made me wanna buy Mineral Foundation +.+
look around for this brand called Benefit and also
Cute As Hell (:
they make pretty presents or beautiful make up products
gurantee: there won't be any need for gift wrapping once
you get these!

had a roaring good time at teachers' day today.
mr jeffrey's actually great when he's not going on about
school work haha.
after that, i went to study maths and did my chinese homework
in the woodlands library.
so that was why i can't go out with nurul today
was damn disappointed about that cos i sure miss them
awfully ):
but ya, got a yelling everyday about the need to promote to year 2
wth.
anyways the success of today's work goes to my math
tutor of the day jingwei (:
now i get the deal about vectors on lines and planes
and doubt i'll forget them because of the way he taught me :D
haha, what you thinking,
it's because he goes straight to the
formulas and telling why the steps are so.

today sarah commented that we look super sweet in assembly
and i beamed with perfect happiness after hearing it

tadah, serving up one EOM!
589 words/
hope this time, would be good. oh god, please help me
* mutters a silent prayer. 

right now is the table tennis match finals
between singapore and china
): 
its not been looking good since it started so yeah, you know the results.

ran today. clock a good timing of 50 mins for 10 km.
i'm hoping to retain that timing for the actual race on saturday
*reminder to self: check with eric wong about details of that day

hey all. can't remember much already.
but for now, i'm working on my EOM(final draft)
yup.
updated the songs on my phone and comtemplating on which songs should be
on my ipod. getting ready for the Armyhalf Marathon,you see

hmm, oh i remember skandan called me when i was having
Garlic and Lemon Mussels( oh god, a damn delicious but stomache food)
Mac's fries
Sweetalk Banana Oreo :DD

and anyway, i've done alot of my weekend work too!
hmmm, think i'll post again when i've got smth to say

*oh, me and jingwei got Pierre Cardin(s)
:D

Actual words:
Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing.
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.
When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

• I Corinthians Ch. 13 (NKJV)

Explanation:
If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophesy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, [love] is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes in all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tounges, they will cease; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we know partially and we prophesy partially, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. When I was a child, I used to talk as a child, think as a child, reason as a child; when I became a man, I put aside childish things. At present, we see indistinctly, as in a mirror, but then face to face. At present I know partially; then I shall know fully, as I am fully known. So faith, hope, love remain, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

* i saw it on wikipedia and copied it over here.
its from bible and also, it was read in the movie 
A Walk To Remember
:D
it's one of my favourite movies! *grins

so yeah, today francis was, like, eh swee hong, why he got silver watch but i dont
and she was like, why must buy this brand

alright, i can tell she means that its not good LOL
but hello, its a killa price of 75 bucks and anyone must be nuts to pass a deal like it

me and jw were looking at Tommy Hilfiger, DKNY, Naturally JoJo, Emporio Armani the usual
so we walked around and 25 Hours happened to be having a mega sale.
so ya, we bought it.

jingwei used alot of francis's shampoo today haha
so i'm intending to give back an Aigner shampoo back on my own initiative
seeing how he was in a hilarious joking way saying that his shampoo suddenly half gone hahah
but it seems like 4 ppl to one shampoo so ya. imagine the amt used in one shot

also, today was a huge disappointment.
but i realised that it was a miscommunication on my whole group's part
and ya, it wasn't my fault alr.
i'm not really into hurling abuse so yeah, all i'm gonna do is get my aims/objectives done up
and get my name cleared so the yellow form would just be burned.
i know that its not going to be environment friendly,
but if i could do it, then will i feel gratifying :D

tomorrow 0823c is going to batam! hope wen yong can get what i want. hahaha
sorry man, if you see this. for making you do this treasure hunt ):
all i know is, on the ferry back sg, about 6 out of 10 were holding on to their donut boxes.
*inclusive of other tourists

 the whole day i tot my life was gonna be screwed.
hahaha

looks like its not really my fault in the end.

God, thank you.

 hello all :D

today was a long day. school ended around 7 for me.
have to rush my EOM AGAIN >.< by tmr.

today i had the gate slammed on my face. for no apparent reasons, unless a misunderstood sentence count.
and erm, this morning on the train,
jingwei was telling me about a junior at deyi.
i'm quite upset about it.
but i tried not to show it the whole day
but it sort hung over for thw whole day
i'm not sure whether issit upset, jealous, anger or whatever
all i know is,
the feeling is not nice. at all
ya, i admit i used to do similar stuff before at deyi
but only to ppl i'm damn pal-y with
hmph*
dont you go thinking u're pretty so u can have anything u ask for, b
and pls, take a look in the mirror
gosh

he bought a silver watch today
it was 25 hours' last day of sale.
since Metro was closed for a Cardmembers' Preview
i couldnt get to purchase my wallet
so ya, ended up the money went to his watch
its U.P is $168 but now its selling for $75 only (:

so yeah, its saving up all over again i guess
we're aiming to get a Jan Sport bag, a wallet for me
and a pair of new specs for him
it's gonna be a long way again ):

anyw, today me and diyana chatted about some random stuffs in chemistry lesson
Dolores Umbridge's talk barely made its mark on me, HAH! ^o^
kind of propagandic if you ask me
cos she was, like, going:
UK's A Levels is VVV much easier than Sg's
even if you are given more freedom, i don't think you'll use it wisely and responsibly.
ya anything man..

gonna get going on my PW!
 ):

 i feel so tired everyday
sigh
all i want is just to have ample time for rest.
):

today, i fell asleep in chinese and physics.
unintentionally.
i just wanted to close my eyes
then how i know, i fell asleep already
hahaha

both times i woke up cold and feverish
alright, i'm gonna rush my EOM for tmr morning
sigh
i'm never gonna wake it in time la!
tsk*

 hello all. it's stressful and tiring these few days.
and i'm wondering nervously what he's doing right now.
):

alright, i shall go back to doing my work and also my endless worrying.
hope he can send me a text or smth soon.

 sigh. hi all.
ystd's parent-teacher meeting.
damn shit.
cried. well, i couldn't help it ):
damn right i have to make a miracle happen in 6 weeks time.
gonna work my ass out for it.
no way i'm gonna retain alright?
cos i wanna graduate and get out of this shit asap
i'm not going to tahan anymore rubbish anymore.
not that i can, really.
cos, as i said before. jc life is like a jail.
a depression jail
so any criminal who actually wanted their jail-term extended is just plain dumb.
and i'm not dumb, so i'm not retaining.

my wallet. pierre cardin hot pink wallet.
looking for it.
contains my student pass, identification card, school library printing card
cash: a dollar, my sweetest favorite neoprint.
): gone.
i'm definitely upset about that.
sigh, all i'm hoping is that sinner would repent
and give it back to me whole.
it means so much alright?

JIAYOU JINGWEI AND INNOVA BASKEBALLERS
FOR MIZUNO WAVERUN TODAY :DD

so alright. today was basically alright

until all came falling down on me
my wallet
got lost
again.

shit it man. this time i did tap out of yck station
but when i boarded the bus opposite the mrt station,
i realised my wallet was missing

went back and to my dismay, i couldn't find it.
):
it's just a small stretch of road okay.
alright, as you can see
i'm visibly upset by it.

i want my pierre cardin back
no way are you stealing my ic and ezlink card away from me
and ALSO my bestest present in the whole world.
you mean F-ing arsehole.

if u had eyes, and obviously you do, if you stole my wallet
you can see that it's only a freaking $1 in it.
oh, then it must be that you can't freaking count then.
dumb shit.

when you saw a wallet, why can't you just be a good citizen and return it to me?
YOU STUPID SINNER.
i hope you die and burn in hell for it.
*EVIL LAUGHTER.
 you could have gave it to my boyfriend you know?
or handed it to the police station or the mrt station.

YOU @!$#^$%*%%$!!!!!!!

screw the chem equilibria quiz.
i'm damn tired already.
thanks to you, SINNER!